I'm Just Here For The Oranges...
My Brother

   I could feel his pain emanating from deep within himself, I knew what it was like to feel that way… Maybe others don’t understand but I do. All it took was one small comment, one small gesture to let out an avalanche of subtle emotion raging inside of him. The pain, the guilt, I felt it. It makes me realize that I’m really not alone, we all go through very different but at the same time very similar situations, and that our job here is to help each other through these tough times. 

Turns out we have more in common than I thought…

And it makes me feel good not because he’s suffering, but because I now know that I’m not alone…

and neither is he…

I had a dream

I was everything but nothing at all.

Yes and no at the same time

Black and white all at once

Both ends of every known and unknown spectrum existing at the same moment

in time

both separate 

and as one.

I was everything in existence

past

present 

future

and that which will never be.

I was everything yet absolutely nothing at the same time.

I was all of time

the entirety of space

I was forever in a heartbeat.

Every single star 

on every single sky

of every single planet

The myriad of galaxies consisted of me

and I gazed further into myself 

where I found the countless different universes where all realities took place.

I was the almighty and the defenseless

with infinite knowledge and no intelligence whatsoever.

I was all of this yet separate from it

I viewed it from afar 

yet experienced it directly.

Everything at once, summed up into nothing at all

From nothing everything, and from everything… nothing

That was me, for just a second that lasted forever…

I’M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED TO BUY SOME HELIUM!!!!!!

Reproduction

It’s always the ones that shouldn’t that are so eager to do it.

I always make myself want to kick my own ass…

Stupid.